life, it's getting harder to make it through. I'm fighting myself, people always say be yourself but I can't, that side feels even more weird; wrong even. like society would never accept the true freak I am. I'm so sad and bitter, I want the world to burn for any and all crimes the world has set against me. but that is wrong, I am wrong. I am like the robot who is in need of repair, I am broken.
people always try to deter me from thinking about suicide saying, "what about your family, what about the people who love you?" what about them. they never loved me. there is no such thing as love, love is the greatest illusion people slip onto other