Welp. Been a while since I did one of these. I'm more at peace with my depression. It'll always be a part of me but my past and thoughts on negativity shouldn't keep me from trying anything. Just wish I could come more to terms more with my personalities and flaws. God almighty I am a pervert. Like hyper perversion. Years of fighting this and still cant fully kill my lust. Wish I could also kill my feelings of shame. It's one thing for depression, lots of people feel shame in being or having depression. But me, no. I'm ashamed of everything I am. A dirty dirty weeb, a mlp fan (not quite at brony but I support them.), so many guilty pleasures that I shouldn't feel guilt about. Why? Why do I feel ashamed about everything that I am. It's like I can't genuinely enjoy something without something in my brain having me feel ashamed. Even with stuff like food! Food! My poor therapist has her work cut out for her with me.